June 03, 2021- Things are flat
Dear whoever is reading, I decided today I needed to start something to get my thoughts out and just maybe someone would see this who can relate. I am 26 and working from home due to the pandemic. It has been over a year now and I am still struggling to adjust. I have my vaccine booked for this Sunday (yay a small glimmer of hope) but still I feel flat. I can’t fingure out why I feel this way. There is hope on the horizon but I have so many feelings: unmotivated, nervous, comfortable, happy, bored. A combo of things I have never felt before. At work I am on the verge of a promotion. All it needs is me to put in some work on an application (and a little more) but my point is it is quite simple. I just need to focus... yet... I cant find it in me. I can’t figure out what I need and I pride myself as someone who has quite a bit of insight. November 2020 I was fed up with the COVID weight (plus I had a small medical in 2020 which caused me to get out of control slightly with my eating).